"This continuous self-erasure and disconnection is My Mortal Mechanism in Retreat. The manufactured verbiage bombards the open space in ways that even my pseudo-autobiographical experience cannot relate to. Expressionless hijinx are now beyond the beyond as I accept the fact that my institutionalized conglomeration of thought and feeling are being tempered by wigged-out sound technicians who can manipulate my waves into any course they want. This is okay, though, because I'm creating something totally different, something unique unto itself, a composite decharacterization that signals willful self-implosion. To the point where self ceases to exist."