"This unconscious admixture of language and experience that I'm creating is monstrously unacceptable even to me but I continue working it out nonetheless. It is a kind of alien monster. The Horror-Child Within. Someone who's been here all along and yet who I have no control over. This creature will soon be made of flux-driven Nanoscript technology, a reincarnation of energy and soul that everyone wants to call ME. The ME inside me, growing out. An efflorescence of ME: the monster Fleur Du Mal.

"Don't I smell pretty?"