"I can already hear my story being told by others who have no idea what I've been trying to create: 'Abe Golam, legendary info-shaman, cracker of the sorcerer-code and creator of Grammatron and Nanoscript, sat behind his computer, every speck of creative ore long since excavated from his burnt-out brain, wondering how he was going to survive in the electrosphere he had once called home...' I mean, that's pure, unadulterated, Amerikan bullshit. I'm just a poor struggling artist trying to subsist in this vast cosmos of meat politics and restricted cash access."