"If I were an old man," she continued, taking a deep drag off the burning stick, "and you were a young woman about my age, I would feel compelled to come in your mouth. I would look at you not as a superyoung ditz-queen, but as a kind of sexy object, a sexy object of some experience who was full of her own wild breadth of knowledge and who could subject me to a special kind of reawakening. Get it? Subject me... I would focus on erasing from memory what I could no longer do or simply get away with, and refocus on the need to have a rejuvenative experience, one where I was exploding inside the mouth of a hot young chick who's getting into her 'experimental' phase, who's stoned out of her mind but has such a sharp spirit of mind that she knows just what to say and when..."